Wedding Reading
"Let me truly and wisely speak of connections.
We all seek connection, but often do not understand that
when we say connection we are speaking in four
dimensions. For the word to have its fullest meaning, we
must know and live these four dimensions.
"First is the connection to self. If we do not fully
and honestly connect to ourselves, there is no
possibility we can connect with others. Once we are
connected as the selves we are, bringing together the
many facets of our own spirits, then we are ready for the
other dimensions of connection.
"We are ready to make connections--to find those
places in our beings at which our spirits and the spirits
of others match to form complements and fulfill us and
them. Here is where hearts find companionship in life
together. Then we can live in connection, as two become a
new one. Connections of lives in this way yields
a new being which would never have been without
such connection.
"And finally, such enlivened connection finds a way
to create connections. Freed of the limitations of a
single spirit, we are blessedly opened to possibilities
of connection we could not have known. Beginning with
that honest connection to self, we open outward to first one,
then to us, and then to All. And onto this
blessed journey all are invited, but only the daringly
loving proceed.
"For such a journey we give note this day, and ask
blessings to abide in that shared unfolding journey of
love and connection." (4/29/2005 - V#103)
"God leaves, but only a
small child notices, and laughs. At the edge of town,
some UUs throw
him a bon voyage party. He takes their baggage
with him. What a spirit.
"Ok, question time: Is God a team player? Discuss. But
seriously, religion needs to decide if God is a team
player, and not worry so much about who is on the team.
Ponder that pith." (5/9/2005 - V#104)In
Pitlochry, Scotland:
"Is there a Nessie? In
some probable reality. Sometimes realities cross. Just
like UFOs: Not here, but there, but sometimes there
is here (intersection). Déjà
vu is an intersection, too. So déjà
vu is personal; others are collective; and sometimes
others are societalwhich is another name for paradigm
shift. Aha, pith. Ponder that."
(5/27/2005 - I#79)
At Dove
Cottage, Grasmere, England:
"Wow, it's crowded. All the spirits are good.
"Remember, the veil between the physical and the
spiritual is itself metaphysicalas a supposition
and an imposition of the late modern rational mind, which
did not hold sway here." (5/31/2005 - I#80)
In London
Rikkity: "This place is full of spirits, and
surprise: most of them were not beheaded. Bloody awful
what they emphasize. For example, here's PN."
PN:
"Hello. I lived in London. I was a seamstress. I had
3 children and one husband. We were wed 45 years. All my
children lived longer than I. I died at 70, one year
after my husband. We both died of natural causes. Life
was never neither grand nor plain, but the joyous mix
which is life.
"Do they mention us on tours, no. We were just some
of millions who lived and learned and loved and
celebrated and cried and ate and walked and etc. Cities
are made of people, not stories.
"They like the myths more than the realities, for in
fact the realities are quite common. Think of a town
where, when you enter, the sign says 'Welcome to a place
where nothing happened except for 1287 lives lived out.'
Wouldn't make the tourist maps, but that's the truth of
most places. On the tour they may mention 100, but how
many millions have been Londoners. It's like saying you
are defined by that single second in second grade.
"And here she is. Ta-ta."
Rikkity: "So, focus on the common. It's
harder to connect to the exceptions, and harder to learn
from them. Can't learn from fear. They don't want to
learnbelieve the best was not 'is' or 'will be.'
Empire in decline." (6/4/2005 - W#345)
"Let's talk about remakesthe worst idea of
Hollywood, made better only by comparison with written
remakes. I mean, like a book is a book and don't try to
rewrite it. But what about religious crap... oops, I mean
religious works.
"Do we think it really matters what the sources of
religion are? The proof is in the pudding, not the
recipe. People keep thinking 'If only we can get the
recipe, we will have it made,' but they left
the cake out in the rain.
"Here's a scary thought, proven by centuries: A new,
or renewed, Christianity could develop from discoveries,
but then we would have inter-Christian warfare. When we
should be looking beyond the divisions we already have,
we instead put energy into making more divisions.
"If people believed what some radical
sources now offer, they would forget
about arguing the sources, and get on with living the
values. No scripture ever converted anyone, but life
lived with hope and meaning has. And besides, who wants
pudding? I do, I do.' Ok." (6/30/2005 - I#81)
TJ:
"When in the course of politics... no no no no no.
When in the course of human affairs... no no no no no.
Whenever we feel like it... no no no no no. When in the
course of human events... yes. Wife, puberty, and... no
no no. O hi, I'm TJ, I'm not a revolutionary, though I
play one in history. Do you think I came up with those
words out of my own little brain. I do not claim such. I
was merely the conscientious and courageous soul who put
on a single document the best evolution of human thought.
"Did I write it for the ages, yes and no. What I
wrote was, I hoped, a glimpse of the eternal truths
created by a presence greater than my naming and knowing.
And yet, at the same time, I had to write to my times,
not to eternity. There is a constant need for a fair and
enlightening point of confluence between the theories of
the natural laws and the wants and needs of breathing
people of an age and culture. If I had written that all
people were equal and that slavery was unjust (which I
knew it to be), my words would not have become enshrined
in anything other than the dustbin. The truly prophetic
words are those which point us in the right direction but
which do not presume the ultimate destination of
fulfillment. So, too, with the Bible. Where it teaches me
to walk a Christ-like path and see the moral truths for
myself in my age and place, it is a holy work. But where
it asks me to accept as true the destinations of those
long since dead, it is but an albatross to the true
spiritual traveler.
"Ask of any work: 'Does this point me in a direction
of greater inclusion and holiness, or does it narrow the
path as it narrows the spirit and the mind.'
"I've got work to do... on a trifle for dinner.
Don't look for my path, look from my path for
yours. And don't forget to stop and picknick
awhile."
Rikkity: "He's so cool and deep, we call him
The Well. And one last word from GW: 'Hey, I told you I'm
not the father! Grow your own country!' " (7/4/2005
- W#346)
Bastille Day
Rikkity: "And so, in the winter of 1789,
there were many whose stomachs were empty but whose minds
were full. But who knew what would grow in the soil of
that famous year. 'I do.' No, you don't.' 'Huh.'
"And now, for part 1298 of our recorded story of
France's freedom. In episodes 1 through 1297, we learned
that the dinosaurs became fat and lazy, and so the
English and the bourgeois were made. Now we hear
Pierre entering the inn and saying, Bonjour,
mon amis. How ees the wine.' And they respond,
'Revolting!' and so it starts. Hi. Well, it's a big day
in the Land That Time Forgot because time doesn't exist.
"Ok, serious. Here's a man who has been
kissing MCP."
Marky:
"Hello. Without the little Italian, how could we
have the feu d'artifice. He is my hero. And I
remain your humble servant, Marky.
"It is important that we all remember that
celebrations are only reminder, not event. As the years
pass, too many focus on the celebration and forget the
event. Maybe we need a holiday with no precedent, just to
celebrate. And then we could use the real times to
remember. Just an idea." (7/14/2005 - W#347)
Rikkity: "And now, here's the Gallic
wonder:"
CDG:
"Hello. They say I was a great leader, but I have
this confession: Everything I knew about it came from the
experience of following. We too often speak of people's
qualities in a life as if they were causes, not results.
But I know that all which is accorded great and all which
is accorded poor are the results of lives, not the cause
of fame or infamy. We arrive in each life with the
resources which are the result of much
learningeither at this level or another. What we
bring we use, and what we learn here becomes the
blessings of another go-around.
"I was much more informed at the dairy (the fromagerie)
than at the Sénat. I learned more at the cheese tables
than in the halls of government. It is a process of
aftereffects. Everyone wants it all now. Well, grow up.
Moses, that kind servant they called a leader, never saw
the Promised Land. And none of those who raised the
Tricolor saw the great democratic republic which is
France.
"So don't think of leadership as presence, as much
as a present of experience.
"And on another note, what is this whole thing about
English food. They have excellent cheese.
"So, ponder that, as Her Highness says."
(7/14/2005 - W#348)
"Now, I want to ask you a
question: Why do you think people want to settle for
being people after they die, when they could
instead look forward to being spirit. I mean,
all we hear in most lives is about how our bodies ache
and we have to house them and feed them and care for
them, so what's the deal with wanting eternity with
bodies? (Even ones as magnificent as mine once was... and
is.) Arrogance that the human form is the top of the
creative pyramid, and maybe sin as a notion is a
corrupt way of acknowledging that we don't
stand at the top.
"Maybe original sin is not about being
condemned in this world or yours, but about the basic
incompleteness of being human, which at the same time
holds the seeds of completeness. As I sense it, the words
of the physical world point to failure or successas
in, saved or sinner. But from here I
sense both how far from wholeness of All That Is we are,
and how far from total separation we also are. Without
the total perception of both fulfillment and challenge,
then we get left with sin and salvation. But our greatest
sins, so to speak, are our inattentions to what we can
do, and our salvation is in our attention to it. And none
of that is a matter of grace or ordination.
"Every spiritual entity at every level of complexity
will eventually be able to sense both, or no progress of
fulfillment will ever occur. Somewhere in the before
of you, the elements which would become you all
had to sense this greater possibility.
"You stay at a level of complexity until you sense
and know that that level of being, with all its
attributes and problems, is just a phase, not a
permanence. To make the afterlife a permanent and
perfected version of Earthly existence is to pervert the
process of spiritual evolution." (8/8/2005 - V#105)
"Who am I. I am spirit that was made and is in the
making and is awaiting making until the whole and the
parts are one.
"I am energy and matter and other existences which
have no name or existence at your complexity. And I am a
barefoot blob of potential waiting for my handiwork and
also waiting for the handiwork of the infinite other
Yesses.
"For all the universal All is an expression of Yes
in the face of No." (8/8/2005 - V#106)
Heres a tidbit: Theres a great
difference between those who say they are messengers
of the Divine and those who say they are
the Divine.
With a messenger, you can receive the message and
ponder it. With the Divine, you sort of have to take it
or leave it. So, Id rather get a letter of meaning
I could ponder than a head-whammy I have no choice about.
After all, its not about the teacher, but
about the student. So maybe all teachers should be
teaching as if their students were the Divine, and they
were reminding them of what they already know as their
essence. That would surely change the equation... and
dont call me Shirley. What
would you do if you were trying to remind All That Is
about some of All That Is? Ok, enough. (8/19/2005 -
V#107)
So, a long journey has a marking place. I hope you
can embrace the gifts of the journey, even while
lamenting the losses. If the focus were to be on 10 years
ago, what would it serve but to negate 10 years and all
that I have tried to share. Cant choose 'em, but
can choose how.
Each piece of a puzzle we call Life is another
polished facet of our entities. It is tragic when the
allure of focusing on any one facet keeps us from seeing
the brilliant jewel which is us in our entirety. You
cant get holism without focusing on the whole.
Perspective is also a name for insight. (8/19/2005
- W#349)
Like all works, take what works and use the rest
for toilet paper.
No one book contains it all. A chapter here, a line
there--just like TJ and his
Bible. Isnt all knowledge
really ones collected anthology. Its called Life,
not Time. Some are readers and some are writers
and some are editors, and most are some of each.
Never accept as yours the work of others. Include
theirs, but be not limited by them. (8/24/2005 -
I#82)
"And welcome to SP 1001... or not. Yep, 10 years and
still yakking. Ive said it all, and theres so
much more to say. But I will try to keep it simple
<wink wink>.
Ok, here goes. Think about human physical
chronological history. When you look at any point in
time, you see a variety of connected events. For example,
just when Einstein was going out for a beer, so were
several other physicists and, within the same period,
they all got drunk... but I digress. They all came to the
same theoretical discoveries. This is what we have been
talking about for a decade: the web of connection in an
infinite number of directions--butterfly
in Beijing, rain in DC; idea in Bern, idea
in Oslo; parallel universes are experiences of the same
web from a different perspective. So all of this should
seem familiar by now.
Ok, lets look at any nexus on the web, and
choose any probability you wish. Now, looking at that
nexus, you can see the web of connection... which is not
like the cloak
of invisibility. But with a deeper look at the
nexus, you can see precedent and antecedent. So Einstein,
earlier in the day, had a very salty wurst. Later that
night, he had to go to the wc twice. But now the
question: Did the other physicists who went for a beer
have the same precedents and antecedents. No... or yes,
but not necessarily. It
aint necessarily so. One might have had
nothing salty, but been an alcoholic. Another might have
wanted social company. And later, both of those might not
have had to get up twice, because one barfed it up and
the others bladder was so familiar with the abuse
it didnt get pissed off... ok, didnt demand a
nightly waking. So, we have three points connected by
physics and beer and the web which unites them, but we
also have paths which are different.
Picture the precedents and the antecedents as
another dimension and at another point of connection. The
connections are quite different. One was eating a wurst
in a restaurant, one was downing a beer in a gasthaus,
and another was sitting all alone in a lab with a dull
Swiss cheese sandwich. Not much to connect them. So at
that point they were more connected to their individual
strands of events than to each other, but they were very
connected to what would come about, connecting them all.
This month we will take up the
strandsconnections along the development of entity
complexity. Or, to put it simply, we each and we all are
on distinct paths, but those paths lead to larger
connections. (9/1/2005 - I#83)
Ericka's Bench
9/5/2005
Rikkity: Its a lazy day on the Bench.
Sanford is asleep under the bench... f. And our
guests are snoozing, too. Well wake them one at a
time. Ok, but first, hi. Ok, pssst... hey, wake
up.
TJ: Huh. O. Hi. Am I at Monticello?
Rikkity: No, this is Iowa!
TJ: Very funny.
Sandy: F f f f f.
TJ:
Hello. Not with it yet... give me a millennium.
Ok, so I had this friend--big extrovert, great for
PR. Youve seen his handiwork, right here on my
Declaration. But now a little secret that Mr. Hancock
will not admit. If you examine the Declaration with a
lens like I did, you will see that his big sprawl scrawl
is nothing but a series of little ink dots. To the eye it
looks continuous, but to the inspecting eye it is
otherwise.
Now, heres the ponder: Is the whole or are
the point parts the signature. And the answer is yes. His
signature is the line of many points, each flowing from
the former and flowing to the latter; each its own and
yet part of something more. And thats not all! His
whole signature is part of the flow from past to future,
so you know it as well as I. Just like lives made up of
separate days and then larger lives made up of several
lives--strands running through the perceived time.
Some point in his signature is connected to its
adjoining points and to a signature on the Magna Carta
and to the written text of his Lord the Christ. It is
connected, not by substance, but by something more
substantial. It is a thread of reality flowing in many
lives--each composed of many lives, each composed of many
days, each composed from many entities.
Its a complex thing. You will never know all
the precedents and antecedents, but you will know all the
precedents and antecedents in the fullness of existence.
*yawn* Enough. Bring me some water from the well, if you
would. (9/5/2005 - W#350)
Rikkity: Ok. Hey, wake up! God, no more
ambrosia for these dudes. Hey!
MCP: Hey-a! O, yes. Hello-a. Did I miss
anything.
Rikkity: O, yes. You slept through the end
of the world.
MCP: Ooops-a.
Rikkity: It will be coming back again.
MCP:
Now, I want you to picture your life if I had--one
day when I was young--said, No, go yourselves,
Ill stay right here. But you see I was
prepared to go and so I went, and presto: ice
cream and pasta and fireworks and peace in the East. We
have to be willing to go and do that for which we are
prepared. Otherwise, whats the point.
We walk off into the unknown knowing ourselves, and
so are equipt for all that may come. No one is asked to
make the world-transformative journey, but when each of
us does what we have been prepared to do, the world is
transformed. And it will always be scarey, but the best
things are because theyre about change.
Unless one lives out what one has been prepared to
do, he is only a dilettante at life.
I guess-a das is das. And I run out of gas.
(9/5/2005 - W#351)
Rikkity: No, youre an old gas
bag.
MCP: Hey-a.
Rikkity: Go back to sleep.
MCP: Ok-a.
Rikkity: Now, the hard one. Hey! Wake up. I
mean it! Tickle your toes...
GH: Hee hee. Im up. Hello. Im
not awake."
Rikkity: Get up!
GH: Five more minutes.
Rikkity: No, now.
GH:
Ok. We have not met before. I am GH... GHO...
GHOS... GHOST. Just GH. Want to do the penny trick (from
my movie, Ghost). She says I should behave, but
why.
Ruts are for saps. Cant see nothing down
there. You want to see where your track is heading? Gotta
get out of the ruts. Get up on some high ground and see
the view. Its amazing how few people do that and
get a sense of where their track has taken themand
I dont just mean physically.
If you want to understand the thread of which you
are a fibre, you got to be willing to frazzle a bit.
Linear lives are dead lives. Going with the pack is also
deadly. Step up, step out. See for yourself. And if you
must be in a rut or two, at least let them be chosen
ruts... now, theres a book title.
But I am filled with ennui. I must doze...
zzzzzz. (9/5/2005 - W#352)
Rikkity: Hes gone. Ok, the Bench is
looking mighty tempting. I give it an eye. Its my
left one. It gives it back because it isnt
physical, but neither am I nor my eye. The Bench is going
to sleep, too. So we reach the end of the Bench.
I mean we really reach the end of this bench, it
just collapsed. Spirits, bench, dog... all one. And I
shall lay upon it and become it. It is All and I will be
one with All.
And, by the way, when I said that All That Is
includes All That Is, plus is something more, I meant to
add that the something more is also part of it.
Ultimately, you cant have anything separate.
Because by the very act of saying there is something
more, youve linked to it. (9/5/2005 - W#353)
So, as we were saying, you can string out
relationships in as many dimensions as there
arewhich is oodles. So why only see time as in history,
and family as in them!?! You are the nexus of
not only DNA and spirit, but also ideas, concepts,
notions... but the notions are on the 2nd floor.
So many strands, and we seem to identify them with
individual spirits, but they are not spirit-bound. You
are the intersection of the many paths from less complex
to more complex everythingnot just fabric
materials, but even baking powders, and things for which
you dont even have a name or a clue but which are
gestating in you as a strand of potential right now. And
some of it is stuck in between the back molar and the
wisdom tooth... the
mill by the Floss, which grinds
exceedingly slow... but fine! Hee
hee.
The greatest products of development are never
sudden. Strands are long. And one of the
greatest disappointments is when a way station is taken
as the destination. You think you ever get to the end of
a string? I hope not... and I hope knot... otherwise, it
all unravels. But the universe coheres, so that implies
the strings are infinite.
Did I get that right.
LD:
You did.
So, enough pith. (9/30/2005 - I#84)
Rikkity: And now, heres FC, TL, GR, PB
and J. Who did I say I would produce... arrf.
See, Sandy, I was right... grrrr... snap.
So, from the great seadog tradition... arrf...
its FC.
FC: Hello. I almost said Avast, shiver
me timbers, arrgh'... ARF... arrrgh... ARF. But Im
not a pirate born.
Chorus: No, hes not a pirate born.
FC: Shhhh. But never have I a
pirate scorned.
Chorus: No, never has he a pirate scorned.
FC: Damned, this chorus. Hi Gilbert, hi
Sullivan. When I was but a lad...
Chorus: Yes, when he was but a lad...
FC: ...I shot a choir bad. Shhhh.
Thatll keep him quiet. Duck tape, keeps him down.
Yes, I was a seafarer.
Chorus: O yes, he was a....
FC: Shut up. Sanford me boy, keep him
quiet... grrrrr. Well, as a sailor, I called
nowhere home.
Chorus: No direction known? Grrrrrrr
FC: So, if I might continue
uninterrupted...
Chorus: If he might...
FC: Ok, hoist the yardarm high and hang the
tenor there.
Chorus: O hoist the yardarm high and... grrrrr.
FC: No more tenor, alas. And he does give
good shade. Do you want a piece of the yardarm, too? Why.
Spot o rum.
When I sailed, what always impressed me was how
each port seemed different at first, but then as each
became familiar, they became more similar. The strands
which wove through me were revealed with time and
familiarity. One of the things I learned was to not so
quickly define anything as foreign or strange... except
for him, of course... hhhmmmm hhhmmmm.
The process of life--for anyone who is both
learning and remembering--is the process of translating
the strange into the familiar... or rather, seeing where
our life path intersects with so much. And if you live in
a straight line, you will miss so much. In my day and, o
yes, especially in my nights, rare were straight lines.
A good sailor knows the best journey between two
points is often a disjointed series of tacks. And even
the ones which seem to go contrary to desire may either
get us closer or prepare us for a long, steady run.
If life seems to have blown you off course, maybe
it is better to set a new course than to try to recapture
the old.
Just a few rambles from an old man and the sea. Ok,
undo the tape. Leash the hounds. I once more go down to
the sea in ships. (10/7/2005 - W#354)
Chorus: O yes, he once more...
Bang!
FC: Have you heard of Pachelbels
Canon. That was FCs Canon. CT is breathless.
Chorus: O yes, he is breathless...
FC: Ahoy, to Sea, to Sea, by
FC.
Rikkity: Hi. I found him at a party.
Chorus: O yes, she found him at a party.
Rikkity: C.T., T.L., L.D., G.W., M.W.,
M.C.P...
MCP: Hey-a.
Chorus: O yes, hey-a.
Rikkity: Shut up.
Chorus: O yes... ARF.
Rikkity: I am surrounded by idiots, dolts,
dullards, and choristers. And I cant tell the
difference.
Chorus: O no, she cant tell the
difference.
Rikkity: Hi. Just another fun time with dead
folks. Ok, get out the harps. A little musicale to lift
our spirits... hehe.
Ericka's Bench 11/18/2005
Rikkity: Like dogs to Pavlov, they come.
ARF? Sandy, this research scientist had dogs... ARF!...
and he would ring a bell... grrr... and then
feed them. ARF! And after a time, he could just ring the
bell and they would salivate. Rrf? That means
they would get all juicy in the mouth like when they were
eating... snap... grrrrrrrrrr. Youre
right, its not nice to trick a dog... g...
wooooof.
Hi. So, today I have a Bench but its
empty... well-painted but empty. Shall we fill it? Ok,
any volunteers, just raise your spirits. Ok, you in the
back.
Volunteer: Hi. Wow, this is cool. I just got
here and they put me on a Bench. I must be very
special! This place is so cooleverything just the
way I like it. I could get used to it. Some of the others
who came when I did seem out of it. They want to sit
around and connect. Jeez, connect with these dead
people... I mean some of them are old and some are just
creepy, and dont talk about the coloreds. But I
know this is going to be my place!
Theres this cute dog. He just stares at
meprobably never saw anyone so downright good. And
he just looks like hes smiling at me! And this
servant girl, who sat me down. She knew a success when
she saw it. How does someone like her get a Bench? Grrrrrr.
Nice doggie... I think I better be going. Those people
dont like my type sitting in their hood. What
the hell, Im stuck. Damn wet paint. Shit, I
cant get up. Help me! Snap. Bad dog,
youve torn my tupa. I can get up
now... rrriiiip. Dont look. This
isnt funny. Doggie, stop chortling... grgrgr.
Hey girl, get me a robe.
Rikkity: Who you calling 'girl'?
Volunteer: You!
Rikkity: Ok, Mister Ripped Smarty Pants,
come with me. We have some very special experiences
reserved just for your high class of people. Itll
be a blast!
Volunteer: Ok, but keep the dog on a leash.
Try!
Rikkity: Hes gone. And the bench
catches another. Ok seriously, heres our old
friend, GW. Wait, dont sit, heres some
papers. O thats right, you know youre not
physical, so do whatever.
GW:
Hello. One of the greatest lessons I learned as a
young officer was that the most brilliant strategy was
often a vigilant waiting while the arrogant foe would
over-extend themselvesa version of giving
them enough rope. When the forces are massed, they
seem impenetrable, but when they scatter to their tasks,
one can begin to perceive their vulnerable points.
Remember this: There is often a great and seemingly
powerful onslaught just before the collapselike the
fever that peaks just before breaking. The worst
injustices come just before the restitution of the good.
The dogs and hoses came out just before the Civil Rights
Act. Decades of small injustices were wrapped up in those
intense moments. And if we became enamoured or obsessed
with their strength, we would miss the revealing
weaknesses.
If you are to give your energies into a struggle,
know to use them against places of weakness. Take a
sledge to a boulder and you will sap your energy hitting
it full-face, but look for a small crack and the
slightest tap will render it asunder.
Strategy is not about having energy, but using it.
Good boy... ARF. Hes so cute. He reminds me
of some mixed hounds we had: loyal... arf...
smart... woof... and cute... ppf. Be
well. (11/18/2005 - W#355)
Hello, my darling.
MW: Hello, Mr. President. Will you sit and
have tea with me.
GW: No, my dog and I are off.
MW: O, is he yours? Grrrrrr.
GW: No, just a good friend... woof.
MW: Safe travels.
Hello. He is just magnificent! At your service.
He speaks of strength and he is right, but I would
remind that, at times, weakness can be equally disarming.
To know when to be meek is also a gift.
The great blowhards can be disarmed when there is
no resistance to their spent energy. Meet a raised fist
with another raised fist and you get a fight, but meet a
raised fist with a feigned fallback and a quiet laugh and
you have them off balanceso the slightest misstep
will trip them.
Sometimes your non-use of energy can use their
energy to their regret. Never push tea on anyone, but let
the inviting vapors work their magic. One lump or two?
O, I must go. He will be coming back with that dog.
And hes so cute... both. (11/18/2005 - W#356)
Rikkity: Hi. Wheres Sandy? Ok,
its a short Bench.
So, these strands reaching across complexities
(note I do not say across time or space,
but only meaning), these strands are the links
which connect past, less complex, entities to the present
complexityeven when the prior or less complex
appear to be independent of each other.
And those same strands also reach as possibilities
into what is more complexlinking everything, but
not in a lateral sense, of the weave of complexities at
any level of complexity. Take a movie like Sliding
Doors: There are links to other
elements of the same complexity. But strands are beyond
that. We sense strands when we have intuitions which are
not born in our experience at this level (even if those
experiences are in past lives, because past lives are
still at this level of complexity). So there are weaves
and wofts of this complexity, and
strands, which run like another dimension of connection.
If it were not for strands, you could not even
perceive of differing levels of complexity. And
those strands form a kind of conic
projection--starting from a totally
universal and disparate placement, and moving to the
ultimate convergence. Strands of seemingly disconnected
complexities, each with its own progression of
complexities, and all converging into one ultimate
complexity of All That Is. And the weave and the woft and
the conic projection, each and all contain All That Is,
and are, by their existence, the more than the
sum of the parts.
The vessel which holds, or the formula which
describes All That Is is both part of All That Is and
more. Go figure. Ok, pith enough.
(11/21/2005 - I#85)
Papa (on his 10th anniversary):
"So, did you know you were
here recently. In a place without time, things happen.
Well, we're all floating through here all the time, hehe.
But if we don't yet have a sense of the whole, we
compartmentalize--see only fragments. But sometimes we
get glimpses and say 'Look who's here,' but then poof
they're gone... just like spirits on your side.
"We are all here all the time, but here and there
are not separate--just awareness, not existence. She says
you should ponder that. And sometimes we get glimpses as
treats. Like when she got here, she got a glimpse of me,
even though you thought I was there, but I am also
here... time. Enough." (11/26/2005 - W#357)
"About
channeling an unspeaking spirit. Hey, we're all
unspeaking here. If we transmit the translations of our
feelings, thoughts, and essences, it doesn't matter if we
speak--as Papa can tell us.
"When he gives them voice, he is not giving them a voice,
but the belief in their capacity to communicate. Hey,
sound waves are so yesterday--slow and
limited. You ought to know about music that is not made
up of sounds. Pondere that... yes, pondere: the
London spelling (litre, theatre, pondere). Dopner: an
anagram of ponder. To think outside the usual
order: dopner. So, dopner this."
(12/13/2005 - I#86)
Just remember, you and I and we and they... but not
him... are all about fulfilling entities, not creating
them. Creation does not lead to fulfillment, but
fulfillment leads to creation. But what is created has
always been, as potential... 'or porridge.' CT!
'Potential polenta.' O I get it, sort of a cereal
explanation. (12/13/2005 - V#108)
"Get back over there. The pith is trying to escape.
Sit. Sandy, guard the pith... grrrr. Hi. Never
trust pith until it has proven worthy in experience...
ooops, is that pith? Hmmm....
"So, strands and strings and continuities... but
what about anomalies. When the strands appear to
ravel out, what is that? Usually a point of juncture--a
strand intersecting with another strand--which produces
the potential for two new strands. You could have just AA
or BB, but you could also have AB and BA. Now, what
happens with three strands intersecting, and 4 and 5 and
6, and oy vey. And what if strand B is strand A
doubling back on itself. The mind boggles, and Im
glad I dont have one. Where would I keep it with no
body. In a purse. CT!
"So, what we like to pretend is our strand may be
only the path along an infinite number of intersecting
threads. Hey man, those are some nice threads. His life
was threadbare. So, theres the pith.
"Strands are connections, but they do not connect
us. They express or embody or connote connections. Does
the ink on a piece of paper contain the words, and do the
words contain the thought. They are
vehicles--descriptors, but not essences. Without
experiences, there are not empty
strands, just no strands. Go ponder
more." (12/16/2005 - I#87)
"About going and leaving in a non-physical realm.
Obviously, we don't go somewhere else, we just don't
focus our connectional energy in that way. If we couldn't
focus our thoughts both in and out,
we'd be surrounded with spiritual
dinundifferentiated noise or spiritual chatter. We
have spiritual squelch controls, so to speak... over.
"So, we can differentiate as a way of not being
present to all. Otherwise, we'd go bonkers.
"So there's a tidbit more for those who want all the
details of spirit communications." (12/28/2005 -
I#88)
"Theres an infinite more, so how come
we miss the finite parts. But we do. And I have come to
realize thats one of the gifts of Creation. Because
if we didnt miss because there was an infinite other,
then we couldnt care, either.
"And infinity doesnt mean interchangeable.
You cant replace that hamster, but you can get
another one. Having an infinite anothers is not
the same as replacing." (1/22/2006 - V#109)
The previous complexity level was not
2-dimensional, it was other-dimensional, because what you
call dimensions are simply aspects of this
complexity. See, where I am, there are no dimensions.
Hard to have dimensions without time, since distance is a
function of time, of perception. Without time, the
farthest star is right here... no, its over
there?... no its here... no its not. Ponder
that. (2/1/2006 - I#89)
"So, we havent been working on pith. Want
sand? Ok, a few choice grains... grist for the mill...
nitty gritty for the mind.
I want to remind you about one of the PtoPs: Every
level of complexity contains all the secrets of the
universe, but not necessarily all the tools to understand
(you should see what passes for Ouija boards next
level!). And of course, you all know this, because at
your level the basics for nuclear physics were there when
the elements were only four.
Everything for your most advanced understanding was
waiting all the time, just outside the view of your
previously inadequate tools. And to cheer you up, in 213
years they will be rolling
on the ceiling about some of your hard
facts. And yet, what they know is
already here, but you cant see or sense it. But we
mathematicians in Cambridge will point the way... or not.
Was it just a bit irritating. Ah, sand.
(3/22/2006 - I#90)
Over here, we have spirits who dont believe
in bodies. Our skeptics are
spiritualists. And some try to debunk the notion of a
physical world, if they dont remember. First-timers
can be adamant: There is no death after death. You
just are and then you arent. Why
dress it all up with stories of bodies and sex and
animals and pleasures and food. Thats just to
placate those who cannot cope with the idea that after
spirit there might only be spirit. If it is so true, then
show me some matter.
So theres some sand, and the whole universe
in each grain. Grains of sand... like the Days of
Our Deaths: Today Sandy will go into
the spirit world and meet Jessica, who is a great tycoon
but has amnesia. (Sand Operas.) (3/22/2006 -
I#91)
"Its Rikkitys University, where in just
5 sessions you can become spiritually equipt... and
morally depraved. CT!
The moral ambiguity of anything less than the
whole: Because unless you are the All of All That Is,
anything else is just situational because you dont
know the whole picture. So take that,
you moral absolutists. How can your teeny little brains
have conceit enough to think you know universals. And if
you dont know universals, how dare
you judge anything, except in context.
"In context, everything makes sense. And beyond
context, nothing makes sense except as part of the
universal. Such pith. (4/21/2006 - V#110)
"Now, have you got it all straight? Strands of
strings, woven in a matrix beyond time, connecting all
points of reality. Huh? CT! And without time,
there is also no up or down, right or left, because the
matrix has no edges. Mobius
reality: self-contained but organic. So it sustains
itself, and also is energized, but who knows how?
Maybe God is the big independent variable which, in
the end, turns out to be interdependent. Like a star
without any system to receive the energy is not much of a
star. Unless the energy goes somewhere else, the system
explodes and poof is gone. Black
holes: Former unused sources of
energy... or not... or knot.
And how can you tell a weave
from a rats nest? You cant. The
universe does not depend on beauticians... even student
beauticians. In other words, by our simple
definitions of order, the universe is a mess if we could
really see it. Such a mess! We see it as orderly because
our sense of order only allows us to see the parts which
fit our sense of order. I have pithed enough.
(5/4/2006 - I#92)
"Ok, lets review. Have I ever said we move
ahead to more complicated entities? No.
What is complicated is just a pile of simple things which
work together to do some complicated thingie. The total
is the sum of its parts, no more and no less... no
less... noblesse oblige. But I have always
spoken of complexity... as well as
complexion. In complexity, you get more
than the sum of the parts.
There is a diversity in complexity, but it is not
based on differences--although without differences you
dont get complexity. Put together 405 little
electrical switches and what do you get. A big switch.
But then couple that with the notion of yes and no,
plus a way to speak in yes and no, and the
switches become a
computer: Complexity based on the
introduction of a foreign element. Switches dont
know language. Language doesnt know from numbers.
But together they can generate both, and beyond the
capacity of either.
If you put all the wise people in the world in a
room... someone would ask for room service...
CT!... and all were equally wise, they wouldnt wise
up. Know-it-alls dont make things change. The
provocative unknowing triggers the insightful to
new understandings. Take a look at the New Testament.
Almost everything worth remembering was said in response
to a seemingly ignorant question. Questions are the
intellectual equivalent of difference. Ponder that!
And what about ropes and cords and strings, I
dont know. In a parallel universe I dance on my own
head. How many pins can dance on the head of an angel?
But if the
angel answer is infinite, so too
for pins. Its not about the nature of angels, but
about the nature of infinity. Dont mistake the
expression or embodiment for the essence.
Lincoln was not the Great Emancipator. It was a
nation ready for the idea which was the Emancipator.
They could have said Hell, no... well they
actually did, but it didnt win the day... which is
why the Klan rode at
night (dark humor). See, it
isnt the vessel, its the cargo.
And otherwise, all else is well. (5/19/2006 -
V#111)
"As we think we move from spiritual level to
spiritual level, we are fooling ourselves... and doing a
damned good job on our elves, too. And finally,
youse guys have an appropriate metaphor: its
computer software.
You get a disk and install it and go
wow or shit! But in time, you get
to know all the features and quirks. But then you are
sent an email that says Unlock the assets of the
program, and you go huh and ignore it,
because the program is doing what you want. And then
later, you get another email with the same offer, but
with more experience you dont go huh
but rather no, dont need it. And later,
another email, and now its time for hmmm
but still no. And later still--which feels
like several lifetimes in computerese--you get another
and say ok, and they send you a weird code
and voilà, there it is. It was there all the
time, but at first you couldnt understand; then you
wouldnt see; then you caught a glimpse, but it did
not seem worth it or applicable to you; and then finally
you could see it and how to use it, and it was there, but
it was there all the time. Your next level is
not waiting for you; you are already with it, but
cant or wont see it... like Heaven on Earth.
So the path of complexity doesnt take you
into new realms; it takes you into realms in new
understandings--like visiting a great restaurant you
first visited with a cold, but now you can smell...
and o boy, do you smell... CT! Get it. Not
separate realities, just more complex inclusions and
perceptions.
If this were not so, we would not be
communicating--has to be a continuation of All. And the
other levels are here, because they are
not levels of existence, but of awareness.
Take a person out in a field and ask what they see. Then
take 5 others out separately and compile what they see.
Then take them out together and see what they see. And
then let them get organized and see how much more the new
entity can see. But the field stayed the same! The group
is the more complex being--another level of being--but
the field is the same.
A more aware entity sees and understands more of
what there is. Picture a matrix of several layers of
dimensions--like the old three-dimension
checkers. Where you look and how you see
changes the matrix. But remember, no bunnies... matrix
are for kids. Rikkity! Mine
arent that bad! Ponder this all... or not.
If there were any disconnect from level to level,
we wouldnt communicate. So how do I know this shit
if I havent connected. You reach from life to
death, and I reach from life in the past to something
more in the future. I get the glimpse of the more complex
awareness, while you hold deeper awarenesses of the past,
so to speak. Micro-levels, an infinite gradient, not a
set of steps.
"Well, heres a step in the right direction...
ARF. Just doing my pith. (6/16/2006 - I#93)
"So now the test: The universe in its connected
form, live or dead? Dead, but lively.
It is not dead, but it is after
life. We call it dead, but its not.
Dualism is misleading when the subordinate state gets
naming rights. You see, the living have posed life
as the positive state, and the other state--which is
viewed negatively--is called death. But if we
had done it, it might be something like connected
and away, with here as connected and
you there as away. Or we might have called it
ARF and grrrr.
See, descriptions are rarely factual nor value
free. Its all perspective! So dont you live
ones start up with that death shit. I dont
want to have to speak to you again! Finger wagging
extra... blech. Thats a big terse nugget
of truth. (7/2/2006 - I#94)
"See, nothing is uni-dimensional, or even
bi-dimensional. And if you dont know all the
dimensions, you cant see whatever it is
totally.
So always, ask not what your object is,
ask what dimensions of it you cant
see... or can tsetse (its a joke on the fly).
So much of life is understood--or, I should say,
misunderstood--because a dimension is missing, or we
dont know its missing.
Thinking outside the box means thinking
without regard to a box shape or notion.
So, when you have anything pinned down, take
another look, so to speak, from another vantage. Think
you have the perfect liberal answer, try looking at it
with conservative eyes. Keep honing it. Test it from many
perspectives. Test what you propose by doing
what you propose. (10/8/2006 - I#95)
"He wants to know what a
cow was doing in a car on the interstate. You see,
sometimes our spirits project an image which is very
physical, and usually based on the pre-perceptions of the
viewer. So he saw me as a Jersey cow, and I said No
way, man, Im a Holstein. Just a little
tidbit, passed off as banter.
Pre-perceptions are what certain spiritual
vibes were true in the physical world. So I guess when he
was near Jersey cows, he experienced some energy that I
then reminded him of. I am a cow. I identify myself as a homobovine.
There are some spiritual vibes that I share with
cudsuckers. Totems are not invented. But beware
the dwarf and the albino.
And each of us also shares some spiritual vibes
with each and all classes of physical things. But you
knew this, since each person shares spiritual vibes with a
planet! If its true for planets,
its also true for flora and fauna, and even
elements. We feel most at home when we reside with those
physical things we share spiritual vibes with. And this
is true of everything--like grains. Some folks are wheat
people, and others rye.
We live in webs of spiritual energy that is
expressed in many forms. Enough. Seek, ponder, find. You
already know. And some are more universally connected
(hi, LD).
Let go of dimensions. See the amorphous web of all
patterns. (10/20/2006 - I#96)
New Year's Day
Rikkity: We have five brief histories of... no
no no no... five brief piths. From five pith makers
in briefs... no no no no no, CT! We begin with a
spirit of New Years present.
MCP:
Hello-a. There are two ways to travel: One is to
leave and the other is to be left behind. Your
choice-a. (1/1/2006 - W#358)
Rikkity: And now, a spirit of New
Years present.
LD:
We often rush to what appears new but is really old
when, if we looked to our own thoughts, we would find
that old things may actually be new. Many of my
inventions were old thoughts allowed to ripen. Sometimes
old ideas ripen, while new ones rot. (1/1/2006 -
W#359)
Rikkity: And heres the spirit of a New
Year present.
MW:
Gracious good year to you. There is never a season
when compassion is not freshly needed. If you expect that
the new year will usher in the era of joy for all, you
will have hardened your heart. A new year asks for a
graciousness, not a demand. (1/1/2006 - W#360)
Rikkity: And now, for the spirit of New
Years present.
TJ:
When one speaks of rights and liberties, one is
always speaking of the future. To be consumed by
grievance is to be holden to the past. We never sought
the fall of Britain, just the rise of our liberty. Give,
add, enhance, rather than detract and destroy. Agents of
good focused on evil are evil. (1/1/2006 - W#361)
Rikkity: And now the spirit of New
Years present.
Papa:
Hi. In the simplest things are the most elegant
ones. Anything which is complicated beyond the
understanding of the common folk is but a charade. At
heart all is simple, and the great ones have always known
this. (1/1/2006 - W#362)
Rikkity: And so thats it for the
spirits. Because without time all spirits are of the
present, and every moment is all moments, and the new
year is ever-beckoning. What more could you ask for?
Always the chance, always the possibility, always the
opportunity, always the challenge. Happy New Year
always... ARF! (1/1/2006 - W#363)
Rikkity's Bar Stools at the Emerald Pub
Rikkity: Hi. Friday the 13th and no Bench...
ARF? No, no Bench! Barf? Yes, Sandy, no
Bench... arf barf. O I see, yes Sandy,
we will be sitting at a bar... barf! And
lets see, we have 5 stools... grr... and a
big floor dish... arf arf. So if I am sitting at
one stool (of course, there are no actual stools and I
dont sit, but be that as it may or may not be),
that seems to indicate 4 guests... or a very bad night
for the bar. Yum, peanuts and pretzels. And barkeep, keep
the libations coming.
CT: Yes, maam.
Rikkity: By the way, the barkeep seems to
resemble CT. How could this be?
CT: Because I am CT!
Rikkity: O, thats right, this is my
fantasy and I fantasize about CT with a body... yum.
*Blush* CTs turning red, CTs turning red,
CTs turning red. Ooops, CT is turning to go. ARF?
No, I dont want a doggie tail, I want a cocktail.
And look, the door is opening and in walks a short little
guy in a hat. I wish he were wearing clothes, but the hat
does cover what it needs to cover.
MCP:
Hey-a. And hi-a. Ciao. It has been a long
time--not for me, but for you. I often think about how
much more I would have seen if time were not a factor. In
my own way, I made it less of a factor. I never said
Hey-a, I gotta get-a back to Venezia. Why
not? Because I spoke Italian. But I didnt even say
the same thing in Italian because I did what I did until
I didnt do it anymore. And sometimes I stayed a
day, and sometimes many years, and each was an equal
portion of me.
CT: Hey, my little friend, what can I get
you? Grappa? No problem.
MCP: Sip... ahhh. Time is always a bugbear.
I love that word. Lets go out and bug a bear... grrrrrrrr.
Bugdog doesnt do it. Time should be understood as a
resource. And heres a radical thought: It is a
renewable resource. Huh.
Some would say no, because once yesterday is gone,
its gone. But I say yes, because as soon as it
becomes yesterday, you get another today. Now, when you
exist apart from time, you realize this more and more:
There is no dimension you can sense that is anything less
than infinite. Some will tell you about newly discerned
dimensions and that they are minuscule, but in each there
is an infinity--a range which goes from before reckoning
to beyond reckoning. Infinities are not comparatives...
and Infinitys are nice cars.
Sip... ahhh... gulp... ahhhh! So
dont let the boundaries of your thinking and
knowing become the prisons of your possibilities. All the
dimensions of your being are as infinite as All That Is,
and as infinitely small as the spark of Creation.
I am going to sit here until... sip, ahhh...
Im done. (1/13/2006 - W#364)
CT: Take your time. No last calls at the
Emerald.
MCP: CT, my buddy, you are a great listener,
and Ill have another.
Rikkity: While CT is busy, well just
scoot down a stool with better lighting to see if we can
illumine a few points. Hey, out West near Carson City, a
miners home was empty because he got TB. Out back,
his workings were idle but he being a gentleman who liked
to share, was a sign: Ill, U Mine. And
thats where the largest lode of silver was found.
But out of the restrooms at the back comes another.
Hey, A.
A: Hey, R.
Rikkity: Hey, A. Lets stop this and
have a drink.
A: Fine by me. Make it an absinthe on the
rocks.
Rikkity: No, make that on ice. Here we have
to be careful, with CT pouring. Put the pebbles down,
CT.
A: Wow! Absinthe on diamonds! Wish I could
have had this back there. Im A--just A, like
shes just R. Together we are known as the ARs, as
in getting your ars in here, hahaha.
Rikkity: See why I like A. Weve met
before in which life?
A: Denmark.
Rikkity: O, I thought it was England.
A: No, it was Denmark with these two.
Rikkity: If you say so.
A: I do, and so blech. Hello. I
sang but did not dance. I was a cripple--a triple cripple
who was known to tipple. There was an old cripple
from Dansk, who could tipple but could not quite
dance...
Rikkity: Enough!
A: Ok, heres a point to ponder.
Rikkity: Dont say that! Its
copyrighted.
A: O. Heres a not point to not
ponder... or is that a knotty point to pander.
Rikkity: Just tell them!
A: Shit, I have to listen to all your
prattle about TJ and CT and Richie and that woman.
Ok. Which is better, a world that is plain in which
one can have visions of beauty, or a world filled to sate
all senses and without a vision of plainness.
We so crave for the fullness of the whole, we often
fail to notice that the whole is built up from the
simplest. Sure, it is tempting to leap ahead to
completion, but for me Ill take a lone sunflower
sitting in a barren landscape to an endless field of the
glorious faces of the sun. One gives hope while the other
becomes the expected. And we grow from hope, not from
easy expectations.
And yes, Ill take another, but lets
make it what hes drinking. (1/13/2006 -
W#365)
MCP: Hey-a!
A: I meant the same thing he was
drinking, not his drink!
Rikkity: CT!
CT: Yes.
A: CT, the pretzels do make you look like a
walrus, but Im the Eggman.
Rikkity: Moving, or stumbling, right along,
one more stool over. Wow, picking himself up off the
floor, heres a sot for sore eyes. Hey, Marky.
Marky: Bonjour. Monsieur, please a
glass of your finest cognac. What, no it cant be,
no cognac?
CT: I have some nice brandy.
Marky: Mon dieu, man, its the
same! Give us a snort.
CT: ssnnn... ARF.
Marky: Now give us a pour... with a
glass!
Rikkity: CT. Sandy, get down, youre
not a lap dog... lap lap lap... hic. Sandy is
wobbling. Remember, this is all a simulation. No spirits
or actual spirits were harmed. Do not try this at home.
Professional stunt spirits. Ok. Marky!
Marky: Rikkity!
A: Marky!
Rikkity: A!
A: Rikkity!
Marky: A!
A: Marky!
CT: Ok, Ive had enough of you two
pixies. Now get out of here.
Rikkity: Clarence, come on, lets go out with
Mr. Martini and Gower. Marky.
Marky: Yes.
Rikkity: Dont speak too loudly.
Shhhhh... ggggr.
Marky:
All things to excess finally dispose of their
greatest virtues. Do not seek to have more of what
already elates--and I dont mean in terms of
physical things alone. A person of faith can become so
faithful that they are filled with fear. Fanatics of
every faith proclaim doubt. And so, too, with politics.
The worst despots are those who so prize liberty that
they will defend her by any means necessary, including
suppression.
When any good thing is taken from the realm of the
ordinary into the extraordinary, watch out! And when the
extraordinary becomes resident in the ordinary, pay
attention. The former is a subjugation of the whole to a
piece of the whole, while the latter is an expression of
the whole in a piece. One opens the view, and the former
closes it. Just remember this, and all will be ok.
Now I think I need another shot. (1/13/2006 -
W#366)
CT: Bang!
Rikkity: CT! This bar is going downhill
fast. Thats because its built on an unstable
bluff... ayyyeeeee.
5 bar stools and one of them drunk, hes
getting up like a wounded skunk. 4 bar stools and one
them drunk, hes getting up like a wounded skunk.
3... why arent we drinking... ok, last stool
standing. Look, pith! Wow, Mr. Livingston, I
presume.
L: O yes.
Rikkity: Great hat!
MCP: Hey-a, it sure-a is.
L: Its not a hat, its a
helmet.
Marky: Well helmet and good day to you.
Sherry.
L: No, I dont want your trollop, I
want a drink.
Marky: Pardon me, mon cheri.
L: I did not hear him well. Have you any
digestive biscuits. O, thats a shame. So there I
was in darkest Africa. One morning I got up and shot an
elephant in my pajamas. How he got in my pajamas,
Ill never know. I was an explorer.
MCP: Me too-a.
L: Hey, arent you....
MCP: Yes I am, and you....
L: O yes, I am. Well, at last we meet.
MCP: Hows Stanley.
L: Who.
MCP: Ooops. Arent you the man Stanley
found in Africa.
L: No, Im an itinerant vaudevillian
from the West and I helped found Livingston,
Montana.
MCP: O.
L: Look here, dont... always... I mean
never... I mean be sure to get your facts straight. If
you thought I was this other chap, you would create a
history which was unfounded. And since any one strand
connects so universally, we have a moral imperative to
get things right. You fail at this over and over again,
but trying is vital.
Now I think Ill try this sherry...
ahhh. (1/13/2006 - W#367)
Ahhh.
Ahhh.
Ahhh.
Ahhh.
Rikkity: 5 ahs, and so the bar is full and
the ahs have it. And ponder the bar but dont pound
the bar. And dont... grrrr... take... grrrr...
the dog to the pound... snap. Ok, the
rounds on me. *splash* CT!
GW (on his birthday):
Gracious hello. A good draught of the old wine made
many a day pass more graciously. I raise high my glass
and toast all who know the value of spirits... hehehehe.
I tried to be a humble servant because I knew any
other kind of servant would actually be trying to be a
master. And she reminded me, thank God. But I always felt
a great trust in the infinite power of the universe--not
in the short time, but in its fullness. We did not win
the war because we defeated the British, but because we
could sustain our cause longer than they could uphold a
tyranny.
The test is not the time, but the strength of
resolve. Focus, be patient, persevere, persist...
perspire... CT... Well, I didnt
say purr like a cat. No, you didnt, but cats
could teach us.
The biggest problem with being president was having
to live out all of those others expectations.
Sometimes I just wanted to sit... and I did. You
dont have to speak to influence (eye rolls). It was
easier than trying to push an agenda... and much
easier than trying to push a desk.
Rikkity: CT, leave him alone.
GW: Hes humorous in a half-witted sort
of manner. If he ever met another half wit, they might be
funny.
Rikkity: GW!
GW: ... What is the opposite, just look to
my namesake city.
"Ok, party time. Give me a hat--3 corners,
please. (2/22/2006 - W#368)
Page 13 Page 15
|